I thought I'd finish my list of albums before March ended. Now there's a thought to have you honking with laughter. Let's see how this week goes though. I'll aim for one per night, and strictly no gibberish allowed. "But it's all gibberish!" - voice at the back.
the only sweater I ever wore/ was knit in 1935
But first, a Jeff Mangum reprise. Did you go? What did you think?
I thought it was a fine gig. Vicar Street can be a big and loud place at the best of times, the sort to cruelly swallow up quiet 'intimate' gigs, yet Mangum was so assured and gutsy in his playing that he possessed the venue with ease. Indeed, he was far more confident and gutsy than I expected (youtube clips of mad sweaty Jeff eyeballing north American audiences back in the day, coupled with the precious reverence his songs inspire, had me fearing the worst - an awkward quasi-religious shush-fest, presided over by pained looking dudes in sweat-drenched shirts). For example, he interacted playfully with hecklers. The Jeff Mangum of my imagination (and he inhabits a big part of my imagination) would never have smartly retorted "yes dear?" to a heckler. Another presumptuous failing on my part.
There were no surprises in the songs Mangum sang. We were treated to all of 'In the Aeroplane Over the Sea', a smattering of 'On Avery Island', B side 'Engine', and the harrowing and uncomfortable unreleased song, 'Little Birds'. I was secretly hoping on an extremely long shot for a new track or, on a shorter shot, for an interesting cover version like that time he and Chris Knox sang John Lennon's Oedipal horror-show 'Mother'. But nope. We got an unadorned live reading of Neutral Milk Hotel's small canon.
Because that canon is so small, and because Mangum's fans are, well, they're obsessive aren't they?, there was always a worry that the man might be drowned out by the impassioned singing of overexcited punters hollering those unusual and malleable lyrics that they love and interpret in so many personal ways. As soon as he opened his mouth, it was clear that there would be no chance of that. His voice is freakishly loud and commanding. I swear I could have heard it over the PA and, more than that, I think he could have gotten away singing to a crowded Vicar Street without a microphone. He fucking yodels. Moreover, he even substituted his voice for certain instrumental bits, his throat creating all these overlapping resonances that sounded like a weird folk instrument. It was remarkable, and watching him made me think of Van Morrison on Astral Weeks, stretching phonemes and syllables into big elastic vessels for his expanding soul.
For many, Neutral Milk Hotel = In the Aeroplane Over the Sea. Yet, by showcasing a good chunk of On Avery Island between the songs from his magnum (mangum?) opus, Mangum afforded us a view of it not as this sui generis magical thing, but as a product of overarching worries and obsessions that run through his entire repertoire. The dichotomy of revulsion/ fascination with matters of sex in 'Oh Comely' can plainly be seen in 'A Baby for Pree' and the complicated intimations of a redemptive religious afterlife that riddle the entire album 'In the Aeroplane Over the Sea' are hinted at in 'Gardenhead/ Leave me Alone'.
Lots of people think Jeff Mangum is nuts. My friend
Karl tweeted that he had a dawning realisation that Jeff was not psycho-normative during the gig in Vicar Street; i.e. that his lyrics aren't a stylistic hat he wears but an honest manifestation of a bizarre worldview. I think there is some truth in this. His obsessions are so singular, and can so easily be traced through all of his work from 'A Baby for Pree' through to their apogee on 'Little Birds' that you'd wonder what sort of a zany rollercoaster of a dinner party conversation you might have with the man. In that way, he reminds me of the famous 'outsider' artist Henry Darger who spent much of his adult life dreaming up a fantasy world filled with a band of nude girls who fight against the evils of humanity. There is an all-consuming intensity to Jeff Mangum's particular dream world (as opposed to worlds - it's easy to imagine this stuff as all coming from the same burning place), and Wednesday night was a reminder of just how vivid and tangibly
strange that place is.
MP3: Neutral Milk Hotel-
Gardenhead/ Leave Me Alone
(Neutral Milk factoid: Jeff wrote the above song after the proprietor of this blog stole his lunch money once)